Queen Blog

I haven't been home in 4 months haven't seen my mom, my brothers or my newborn niece who I am very excited to meet. I will be home in less than 2 weeks and I'm excited but also I am not looking forward to staying home for a month because my family is wild. there are often fights about unnecessary drama and arguing that I have gotten used to not being around in these past 4 months. So going back to that will not be something I'll be looking forward to.  But I will be happy to see my family for the first and meeting additional family members.

I can admit that my first semester could've gone way better. I found myself getting very distracted. I even started to give up on school I lost motivation, fell into depression even got my feelings hurt by a boy. With this being my first time away from home and very far away at that I started thinking and getting very sad and crying almost every day. I felt like I had no one I started doing things out of my character. no one knew about my behavior change except my boyfriend back home and he ended telling my older brother, that didn't do much because I'm far away from home and don't have to listen to anyone really. But this first semester has really been an eye-opener I continue to learn something new about myself.

Homecoming week for me was different and something new that is going to take some getting used to. I believe my homecoming experience could've been better. only because the majority of the people I hang out with at this school are upperclassmen and already had the experience to enjoy homecoming so now it's boring to them and they didn't want to participate in events the campus had to offer. We spent our homecoming partying and being too tired for classes which screwed me mostly they are used to doing this type of thing staying out all night and waking up for class early in the morning. With me being a freshman I now understand why it's influenced that you don't try to be at every party.